i miss my friends.
I feel like they’ve all forgotten about me recently and it’s shit. I miss going out and doing stuff with them, and I miss just hanging out with them. I might hate going to fukenham but I did it for them all the time, and still would.. it just feels like the only person I have no is Mike and although I know that’s kinda my own fault, I still miss my friends.. it sucks not seeing them or talking to them hardly at all anymore.. I don’t even know what’s going on in their lives and I don’t help them and I fucking hate it. I see them doing things with each other and me not being their or knowing about it and it fucking sucks.. I know I didn’t always treat them properly, did some shit things during my time but I hate how it’s like I don’t even exist anymore.. I want things to go back to how they were and I know that won’t happen, but even if we spoke more, it’d make me feel so much better.. I just don’t want to feel as alone anymore…
